I Need To Get Away.

Hi,

I hope all is well in your world. Ah! So sarah left her laptop at my house, and I'm absolutely LOVING it. It makes me so happy. I don't have a laptop unfortunately. 

I love reading so much. Im re-reading this series of books called Diary Of A Crush. I love them. Its written as if it was this girl Edie's diary. It's really girly and mushy, but it's by this british author, and I just love how they're written. It's a trilogy and I'm finishing the third book for like.. the fifth time. Sarra Manning is the author, and I love her writing. She's written a few books. Guitar Girl is another one of her popular books. I'd really recommend her to people who like girly books.

I really want to get away from Beverly right now. I really don't want to be here. I'm sick of acting like an idiot in front of the guy I like. I'm sick of drama. I'm sick of stupid bitches at my school who wont leave me alone. I really just want to get away. Leave every person who even has an inkling of who I am behind, and go. I don't want to deal with all the people I do here. I mean I love my friends and stuff, but I'm just sick of being stuck. I just want to walk away and not look back, just go for a while, and come back when I'm ready to face home.

MIGRAINE UPDATE :

My primary physician was on vacation when I went to see her, so I had to see another doctor. The doctor didn't really know what was wrong by my symptoms, but she looked in my eyes, and apparently the disk that is behind your eyes looked a little hazy which can mean there is a build up of pressure which is BAD. She sent me to a eye surgeon. The surgeon was an asshole first of all. He was in pediatrics, so he was like.. why is this girl here basically. So he did all kinds of tests and looked in my eyes and said I was okay. So the doctor was really stumped after he called her and told her that. She wanted to see me the next day. I made an appointment for 11:00. Then at around 10:00, they called and said there wasn't really anything they could do. She said she wanted me to see a neurologist. He looked me over and said my coordination was really off. Other than that I seemed okay, and he sent me to the radiology wing of the hospital to have a CT scan. That day was the scariest day of my life. I have a HUGE fear of doctors, hospitals, etc. I spent four hours in the hospital that day, most of which was just waiting to get the CT scan A.K.A. Catscan. That was kind of scary too. You get up on this table and you lay on a lead pad, and they put one on top of you too, then they wrap you up like a burrito. And this thing goes around and around your head and... I didn't like it at all. When we got the results back, the doctor just said, well it looks fine, you just have a prolonged migraine. Then told me not to go to the gym or my Co-Op class.

I basically have no life whatsoever. I go to school. I come home. I read, watch TV, and go on the computer, I do little/no homework, I go to bed, I get up, and do it all again. Sometimes, if I'm lucky, someone will come over after school, but its usually just Sarah. I love Sarah <3.

I think that's a long enough post for you all.

Lots of love,

Molly XXXX

Dirty Dancing Among Other Things.

Hi All,

I hope all is well in your world. I saw Dirty Dancing yesterday at the Boston Opera House. IT WAS AMAZING. I loved every minute of it. Some people don't know how to behave at a show, though. This woman in front of us was dancing in her chair, but not just wiggling around, she was throwing her arms in the air and stuff. The man next to her laughed extremely loud at everything, even if it was so annoying. I loved the show though. It was awesome. "I carried a watermelon! ... I carried a watermelon?!" "Nobody puts Baby in a corner." AH! It was awesome.

I went to my friend's Sweet 16 on Saturday! That was also quite amazing. There was probably 100 people there. She had some Monsters, and I got one of them. haha. It was Techno themed, so everyone was wearing BRIGHT colors. I wore green leggings, and orange shirt with a pink one underneath, and a short, simple, strapless black dress over it. We danced all night. There was only a little drama, thank god. It was so hot there though. Oh man. 

I have a snow day today, which is why I'm writing this. I have the time on my hands, even though I should be doing my Chemistry Lab Report, or my English Essay on Catcher In The Rye. My migraine is still here on and off. I had a really cute dream last night / this morning. I slept from 2:00 AM until 2:00 PM. 12 hours of a dead sleep. :D.

Well, I need to do that homework now.

Love to you all,

xoxo Molly.