Boys suck.

What do you do when you don't know what to do anymore? Like when you've given yourself over to someone and they use your feelings against you? I don't know either. Thats my thought of the day. 

The Beverly // Gloucester game has been postponed. Shitty field conditions and whatnot. I'll write an update giving further info about how the game went after it happens.

I stayed home sick the past two days. Monday I woke up after about 3 hours of sleep and had a headache. Then I woke up this morning at fucking 4 o'clock feeling like I was going to puke my guts out. I'll spare you the hairy details.

If you were on a plane where everyone besides you spoke a different language, except for one, and that one other person was being disrespectful and rude to you, would you get mad? I know I would. I heard about this guy who was on a plane and that happened. He could only speak spanish and then he was yelling at the person who was being disrespectful, and a stewardess and some big guys came at him with hand cuffs and he freaked out. I would too. Wouldn't you?

I watched that movie What Happens In Vegas today. I thought it was good. The ending was a little corny though. And the plot line got a little bit old after a while. 

I need a good book to read. Anyone got suggestions?

I want a lengthy book. Not some overpriced kids book with an immature plot line.

I'm to tired to make this post lengthy.

love to you all <3

What's going on and some other fairly interesting topics.

Salut All,

(Salut is French for Hi.) I hope all is well in your world. I'm sitting here with my friend mittens and we're having a lovely time. I sit here with mittens pretty much every friday, saturday, and sunday... and most mondays (after school). I've done pretty much nothing in my life lately. Except that is when I stopped talking to my "friend,"  Cloris. She's being very immature, and she uses me, so I'm not talking to her, and I feel like a huge weight has been lifted.  Other than that... I'm trying not to stress over a silly boy. And I'm trying to be strong since a close family friend died. He was only 42 and he had an 8 year old son. It's been pretty rough. 

On a lighter note; School is starting to swing back into normality. Im starting to settle back into a routine and it feels pretty good. I don't like going to bed before midnight and waking up at 7 though.

Want to hear a funny story?

So this year, Beverly had its annual Horribles Parade and there was a float that was making fun of the preggo prostertots* in Gloucester. Of course Beverly has it's fair share of preggo teens, but none of us made a pact, and paid some homeless 24 year old to get that way. The float had a gigantic dick on it that was squirting water and condoms were thrown at kids who were quoted yelling "what kind of candy is this?" Another float had girls dancing to the song "I Got It From My Momma," and the last float ah a huge fake pregnant woman in stirrups. Some of the slogans displayed were: 

 - Knock 'em up high where the expectations are low, Gloucester. 

 - GHS girls went to band camps and came back pregnant tramps.

 - Get your greasy pole out of that hole.

 - We got humped, now we've got bumps.

 - Jamie-Lynn led us to sin.

 - We didn't use a rubber, now we're stuck cooking supper.

 - We rode the greasy pole!

 - Maternity is a BITCH then you GRADUATE.

 - Want to go on a whale watch? We hump for FREE!

 - It smelled like tuna, I shoulda pulled out sooner.

The Beverly vs. Gloucester game is postponed because of rain, but there is sure to be controversy in the stands. At school it was announced that anyone saying anything mean, crude, rude, or "embarrassing to the school" we would be suspended, and not allowed to participate in any extra-circular activities. No dances, proms, sports, clubs, etc. Many people don't care about those things though. I know a few who don't and they plan on wearing shirts saying "Who's your Daddy?" I find the whole situation amusing. I think Beverly took it a little too far with the swears, condoms, and oversized dicks/pregnant ladies. On the other hand, though, I think Gloucester girls are stupid knocked up hoes. Honestly.. why would you WANT to get pregnant at 17 or younger? Beverly High now has to make a public apology to Gloucester High. AGAIN. It's ridiculous. Enough on that topic though.

New Topic(s):

Grease is one of my favorite movies / plays of all time. Mittens and I are singing We Go Together. It makes me laugh. We're dancing. It completes my life. Mittens has the cutest dog ever. Her name is Maddie. She's a chocolate Lab // Terrier Mix. I have two black English Labs.

Lots of love to all,

xoxo

Molly.

*Words I learned from Mittens:

prostertots - pregnant teens who dress like sluts.