Migraines.

Hey All,

I hope all is well in your world. I've had this fucking migraine for the past two days. It sucks big time. I had never had one before, and I wouldn't wish it on anyone. I got a headache yesterday morning and it progressively got worse. Tylenol and Ibuprofen do not help at all. The Excedrine Migraine is helping a little. I slept from 4:45 until 9:45 last night.. and then from 2:00 AM until 7:00 AM. That's the only time my head doesn't hurt. I had a chemistry test first thing this morning, so I went in and took it, and then got dismissed. I should have just stayed home and taken it on Monday. I could barely concentrate on the test because my head was killing me. Oh well.

I'm looking for something new to draw. I think I've put my final touches on the Craig Mabbitt picture I drew. I love to draw, It relaxes me. I love baking because the end result makes other people happy, But baking makes me happy because I feel accomplished. I have that end result to look at and I can say "Hey, I'm good at something."

I just edited my myspace. I like to edit it for me, even if people don't look at it. I can make it exactly how I want it, you know. I love it. I also find a lot of new music there too. Anyway, my migraine is back, and roaring. I'm going to go lay down. 

Lots of love to all,

Molly <3

Diet Tribe.

Hey all,

I hope all is well in your world. I've lost 12 pounds on my diet so far! I started about a month or two ago. I started with my friend mittens. I actually lived with her for almost two weeks. It was pretty good, but we got in stupid nit picky fights. It was the hardest thing I've ever done. Two weeks with no carbs. It was horrible. I'm so sick of bacon eggs and sausage. It isn't even funny. Now I'm back home, and I'm doing Weight Watchers. It's a really great program. I don't have to restrict myself from having the foods I want, I just have to eat them proportionally. Instead of like three cups of pasta I only have one now, and if I want a Coke, I have one, not five. I actually like going to the gym. I feel accomplished after I go. I go with my friend Rachael and sometimes my friend Alycia. It makes it kind of fun when you have someone else there with you, and you can laugh while you're doing it. The only problem is, pretty much everyone I've ever met in my life goes there to work out. 

I've stopped drinking monster, which was very difficult. I used to drink AT LEAST one every day, now i have like one a month. It took a while for the headaches to stop, but they have now. I still want one every day, but it makes them all the more enjoyable when I have one if I haven't in a while. I actually go to lunch in the cafeteria now, which is kind of weird if you ask me. I don't really like it, it's too noisy and crowded, but its better than being alone in the library. lol. 

February 22, 2009 was one of the best nights of my life. I saw Attack Attack!, William Control, Black Tide, and ESCAPE THE FATE. It was absolutely amazing. I kind of just hung around in the back a little for the first three bands, but before Escape the Fate, I pushed forward and got to like the 5th row. When they actually started I knocked people out of the way and made it to the second row. It was so amazing. Craig Mabbitt came towards the crowd and I got to touch him. And he spit water into the crowd and it hi me :D. I know that sounds really gross, but at the time it was really awesome. I took so many pictures. I even drew a picture of Craig, and it came out pretty awesome if I do say so myself. Im still on an adrenaline high from that night. 

I just finished The Catcher in the Rye in English. It was a pretty good book, but my teacher pretty much killed it. He made us go over the same aspects of it over and over again, and it just put me off. I need to write a five paragraph essay on whether or not it is still relevant to today's youth. I think I'm going to use examples of both. I think the main relevant point is depression in adolescents. I think a lot of today's youth has depression. Many adolescents go through depression, like Holden, and that definitely hasn't changed over the some 60 years since the book took place. 

Alright, so I've been blogging now for about a half an hour. I'm going to try to blog a lot more often now. 

Love to you all,

--Molly.