Peace.Love.Music.

Hello World,

Hope all is well!

Sitting in lunch/journalism.. and kind of bored.

So I read this book called Chasing Brooklyn, it was AMAZING. And, in it this girl (Brooklyn) writes letters in a notebook to her boyfriend who died, and I kind of took the idea, and spun it. I decided Im going to use a blank notebook I have to write letters that will never be sent or seen by other people, whether they're to no one, "1.15" a.k.a. my crush from freshman year that I can't seem to push out of my head and my heart, or anyone else, I just think it's a cool idea. I've tried journaling and it just wasn't for me, but I really like this letter thing. Most of them so far are to 1.15, but what can I say, I can't get him out of my head.

February VACATION is this week coming up, so today is the last day before I'm out of here!!! Unfortunately, I have a Pre-Calculus test today. Actually, he's making our whole class retake the test we took MONDAY and TUESDAY.. so annoying, but hey, at least I'll get a better grade. It doesn't feel like vacation should be this close. I don't know why, but for some reason it feels like we just got back from a vacation. Don't get me wrong, I'm not complaining. I just sometimes wish we had march and may vacation rather than February and April. It would just be better in my mind for some reason.

[rant]Beverly High School's mascot is the Panther. We are all very proud of being the Panthers. We LOVE it. And, we are getting a new high school next year. In the main lobby they want to put a 5 to 10 foot emblem. Now, you'd think they would put a panther paw or head, right? WRONG. Our superintendent wants to put a picture of The Hannah. A boat. One of the first in the US Navy. Now forgive me, but that has nothing to do with the high school. He also said, he didn't want a panther because that only represented athletic students. NOT TRUE. MYTH. The Marching Band plays at every single game, and consider themselves panthers. The Music department this year, ordered sweatshirts with a music note turned into a paw. EVERY ONE IN OUR SCHOOL IS A PROUD PANTHER. He said that it doesn't incorporate us, yet he never asked us. On top of that he hired an artist from CALIFORNIA to draw it up, when we live in Beverly, home to Montserrat, one of the best art schools in the nation. HELLO, it's called supporting a local artist!! A few students started a petition, and we have hundreds of signatures from students and teachers saying we want something panther related or nothing at all. If we don't get a panther paw or head we'd rather have the 36 THOUSAND dollars go to bettering the education of students. [/rant]

that's what's new here.

peace.love.music: molly

Hey All!
I hope all is well in your world. I'm just sitting on my couch talking to Sarahhhh and watching clean house. I just realized that even though you can't change your first impression.. you always have a second impression to make. Take for example, my friend Nafis. The first day he moved to my school last year, I found out he was from Salem, Beverly's rivalry. My friend Emily and I decided to yell "Don't get beat up Salem!" at him... I felt horrible about that, and now, he is one of my best friends. So, like I said, there's always a second impression to make after a first impression.

I've been driving a lot more lately. Now, even though it is illegal, my parents let me drive on my own, or with Sarah with me, and only Sarah. It's a lot of fun, but I'm obviously still nervous about getting caught. The thing that eases my mind though, is I drive the same whether my mom is in the car or not, and I've never been caught with my mom in the car.

Man, I love to blog. It lets me get absolutely everything out.. And It feels so good. So, yeah.. In a little while, I'm going to decorate my room in a little while.. I need to do something new, and that sounds like a good idea.

Okay, so we're watching this show Urban Ledgends and right now, its about these three guys who took LSD? It's fucking retarded, but hilarious at the same time. I fucking love hippies. I love them.. Man, I really need to stop saying the word fuck. Oh well.. This blog is apparently rated PG-13 due to language.

So, I really like this guy... A LOT and I've been talking to him a lot lately..and like the past few days, he's simply unresponsive.. I'm majorly freaking out.. maybe someone told him I like him..? Or maybe... IDK!! AHHHHH!

Well.. I don't have much to blog about anymore.. More later <3

Peace, Love, Music.
XO Molly

Mon iPod.

Hey everyone!

I hope all is well in your world. Im cleaning out my ipod right now. I filled my 30G up.. so now I'm trying to get stuff I NEVER listen to out, for stuff I will listen to. It is so so so hard. I'm attached to all my music. Sarah just left, she had been here since... Monday. Well.. she was here friday and saturday, went home sunday, and then came back monday. So I spent the last like.. 7 or 8 days with her. We surprisingly didn't get too annoyed with one another.

Did anyone hear that insane rainstorm this morning? It was crazy. The thunder woke me up. I love thunder and lightning and rain, but we need a little summer! Today, I was walking with sarah to CVS.. and she had her reddish hair and a purple dress and green flip flops on. I was wearing a neon pink shirt, a pink and orange skirt, and I had my blue hair :D. So, while walking down 1-A some guy honks a bunch of times and yells you guys are very colorful today.. and smiled and drove away, it was so funny, we talked about it for hours. 

OH! So last night, we bought a baby doll and made it look asian, then we put a country CD in the box with it, put an obscene bumper sticker in it, and wrote obscene things all over the box, then brought it to our friend Tim's house, and left it there. He wasn't even home. We then told everyone we had just dropped an illegitimate baby off at his house. It was hilarious.. Now, he's going to mutilate it and give it back... I can't wait to see this, it should be hilarious. There's a whole long explanation behind the whole thing, but it's kind of stupid, and I guess you had to be there. 

I'm gauging my ears! Im now up to a size 4. I bought a pair of 2's last night, well.. Sarah did, and I need to pay her back, haha. I am very excited. I am very irritated though, because SOME PEOPLE have my gauges and I'm really pissed off at SOME PEOPLE and I want them the fuck back. (..sorry) [/rant]

I now need to go find said gauges, because I don't know where I put them, and then I also need to look for some more music, and make something yummy to eat.. Maybe I'll make beef flavored Ramen.. I had it for lunch, but I love it. 

Peace, Love, Music.

xo Molly

Hmm..

Hey everyone!

I hope all is well in your world. So I realized that basically no one reads this. I kind of love writing it though.. hm....

So School is almost over, yay! I don't mind school so much, but I love being free for the summer.. staying up late and sleeping til 2. I love camping for weeks at a time... going to concerts.. hanging out with everyone. I love it. I am gonna miss all my seniors though :[. So sad. I love you all sooooo much. Im very proud of you all too! Letters to my seniors:

Tori Tori Tori,

I'm gonna miss you pretty much the most! You're amazing. I never fight with you. I don't feel like I have to hold back with you either. I can be myself and you love it. And you're always gonna be my goofy muffin. When I tried to write in your yearbook, none of this would come. Now, I find myself wishing I wrote this in there. I'm crying thinking about next year without you. Not only because I will miss you, but because I'm so happy for you and I want you to be the best you can be. Life without you around is totally going to suck, but it's the best for you. And, its a good thing you aren't going toooooo far. I love you so so so so so so so much. You're always behind me 100% and tell me if what I'm doing is stupid. I trust you with all my heart, and I know you're going to be completely successful in life. 

Mystery Person,

You make me so happy. Not in the giddy school girl way. (Well that way too, but thats not what I'm talking about.) You're so funny, and I can always count on you when I need to laugh. You gave me something to look forward to in my day. You still do. Whenever I feel upset I just think and I'm like wow.. I wish they were here. They'd just slap me and tell me to be happy because it isn't worth it. So, basically I'm going to miss your goofy grin, and your great sense of humor.. and just everything about you. I see something in you that sometimes I don't think other people see. I'm so proud of you for graduating. I know, and you should know now, that you can do anything you want to, and I think you will. Thanks for always seeming to be there even when you don't realize you are.

Leeann,

I really have only been talking to you since the beginning of this year. I'm so happy that we had that first epic video game night. You've got me addicted to Fable. I love you and your hat of epic win. Sarah's really going to miss you. You're a part of her. I don't know where you're going to college, but we have to have some more epic video game nights when you come back home. :D

All my other seniors,

I will miss you all to much to measure. You're all important to me. I hope you all have fun and do well in whatever you choose to do. I hope our paths continue to cross, and I hope we never lose touch. xo

Wow, I don't know where all that came from. It all just poured right out of me.

I think that I'm done for the night.

Peace, Love, Music.

XO-Molly.

As of late.

Hey all,

I hope all is well in your world!

VACATION!! I am officially on April Vacation as of today at 2:35 PM! I love vacations. I have nine glorious days to relax; (and read "A Raisin in the Sun.") My English teacher assigned us to read a while book over vacation. Bummer! Oh well, at least I read fast. 

Nothing new has happened lately. I had a birthday party a few weeks ago. I went out to Friday's with a bunch of friends an then we came back to my house and played karaoke. Fun, Fun, Fun. ('til her daddy took the T-Bird away.) I got a lot of really cool makeup for my birthday too. :D. I have officially been turned into a girl. haha. 

Today was the national Day Of Silence. There were a lot of participants at my school. I was surprised, but excited. I made it most of the day, but I had an asshole teacher who pretty much made me talk. I was so mad. Whatever. I really don't like him. He teaches this gym-like class. I had to swing standing up from tire-to-tire hung up by suspension cables. NOT FUN. I failed miserably. I was shaking uncontrollably from the embarrassment. It was just horrible. I was the only one who couldn't do it, out of everyone. I might have been able to if I didn't have 12 pairs of eyes staring at me knowing I couldn't. 

I have no life. It's a friday night, and I have nothing to do. All my friends are hanging out, and they didn't invite me. They have pretty much been ignoring me for like the past three weeks. I hate it. I hate stupid people. I hate when people tell you about how awesome their boyfriend is when they know you like their boyfriend. When they knew you liked him before they even met him. IT SUCKS BALLS! I fucking hate it. It's ridiculous. I just want to tell people to shut the fuck up sometimes, seriously. [ / rant ]

Oh well. That's all for now kiddies. 

Peace, Love, Music.

Molly XO <3

Hey all,

I hope all is well in your world. I'm typing from my chemistry class right now. I can't type too much, because the teacher might get suspicious. I'm probably going to be eating in the library and I'll edit then. 

Bedtime. <3

Hey all fellow bloggers.

I hope all is well in your world. I am actually about five minutes away from falling asleep on my key board. I don't think that's good. So I walked a relay for life last friday. It was awesome. Anyone who hasn't experienced it.. should. It was very sad though, especially to those of us who have lost someone to that horrible disease we call cancer. I'll admit I cried. It was all night though, and being tired on top of being emotional equals tears. There were so many activities to keep us awake though. Hip Hop lessons at like 10. We learned a routine to Lady Gaga's - Poker Face. It was funny. We also had "Endicott Idol" since it was held at Endicott college. I sang 1985 by Bowling For Soup with a couple friends. We "made it to Hollywood." There was a 3:30 AM dodgeball tournament. Along with whiffle ball at 4AM. The psychic was my favorite part though. It was a bonding experience. We all sat around the door of the psychic's room and compared readings. M(arry). F(uck). B(ridge AKA throw off of). You give a person 3 guys or girls and they have to choose the option they would do with/to the each one. It gets pretty silly. 

My neurologist has started me on medication for my migraines. It's called Elavil. He's upped my dosage twice already. I expected that though, because its only 10 MG tablets, so right now I'm taking 3 nightly. I started at one. I hope it works, because he said he'd have to do a spinal tap to test the pressure if it didn't work. I realllllly do not want to have to have a spinal tap. My teachers aren't giving me any slack either, which makes everything soooo much worse. I hate it. 

I made a shitload of cookies for a bake sale that my schools pink ribbon club held today. It was such a success. We made probably over 100 dollars. I was so proud of us. Many teachers said it was the best bake sale they've ever seen at school. It was absolutely amazing. I'm the treasurer of the club, so I was obviously pumped. I made snickerdoodle cookies, peanut butter cookies, bark, and a ton of cupcakes. I wasn't the only one who baked either. It was amazing words can't even begin to describe.

Well I'm typing with my eyes closed right now because I'm so tired. I'm peacin' out to sleepy land now. 

Lots of love,

Molly  XO